Going Slow

When you have a crappy past filled with sadness and trauma, you can pretend the dents in your mind don't exist but they do. You can pretend you have it all figured out, but then you attempt to achieve something and it's like hitting a wall. These are the times, I have learned, that you … Continue reading Going Slow



Today I weigh 210. Within a few days, if I adhere to my routines and practises, I will be 209 and that will be exciting and a relief. I have my tupperware, my lunch box and ingredients to make food I like, want and can be heated at work. I have the pieces. I just … Continue reading 210


I sat in a long stall in March, changed my food and weight loss started back up and I started steadily, slowly, safely losing. I felt relieved to figure out my food and my body requirements.I felt relieved to have such great care providers. Weight loss was rolling along again. Then I hit 211. And … Continue reading Adjusting


I feel quiet today. I have entered a new zone. I am 215. Surgery was at 246 and I want to lose 100 pounds. Welll, I would like more but for the purposes of calculating math as we go, I have rounded off to 100. This means that at 221, I lost 1/4 of my … Continue reading 215


Today I am 217. I am breathing easier and recovering from the very, very long stall. I am eating the recommended 45 grams of protein and tons of steamed, nothing processed veggies and 1 fruit. I drink water, decaf and chocolate soymilk warmed up before bed. It's working and the sludgy feeling has gone away. … Continue reading 217

218 and nearly Vegan

I WEIGH 218!!!! Yes!.. to 40 grams of protein....LOTS of veggies not a few after too much protein. Celebrating nearly vegan me. I actually feel hope of seeing 215 soon.... freaking fantastic! ...sighing with happiness for a solution that works.


So this is what I learned over the last few days. You can definately eat around a sleeve. A few bites here and there without a daily plan will find you eating just like you did before, just eat constantly and small bites and you can def fit in thousands of calories.( I only picked … Continue reading Lessons


One of my rare yummy treats is steak. I never ate much meat but when I did it was steak. It's a downfall really, a thing that prevents me from declaring my full fledge vegan lifestyle. But one nice thing has happened, shopping they had my lovely t-bone steak on cheap-eat-it-quick-before-you-die price and I failed … Continue reading Steak


This morning I finally broke the 220. I weighed 219 after 24 hours of eating 45 grams of protein instead of the bariatric team wanting me to eat twice the normal amount. Today's menu, 2 egg white omelets stuffed with mushrooms. Later, will be steamed potatoes, cabbage, squash and broccoli. ...back to my home planet... … Continue reading Yes!